On Wednesday Book Rioter Rebecca Joines Schinsky sheared with us a short piece entitled: Margaret Atwood Says It’s OK toRead Whatever You Want, and it got me thinking about how many times I feel like I have to defend what I am reading to others.
I'm not clean of
fault you see, since I also look at other people's books in the metro
or...well, basically everywhere. Just the other day we went to the spa (don't
you love spas?) and for the nth time I forgot to bring a book for the
relaxation room, but I didn't help to notice another girl reading 50 shades of Grey. I remember thinking
that I wouldn't want to be seen reading that book...but that has more to do
with the fact that now a days EVERYONE knows what the book is about and I would
feel very awkward if anyone would ask me about it...I'm turning red right now,
so let's move one.
For a long time I
felt defensive when anyone asked me if I read Twilight. -Yes, I would answer, but I was a teenager (read: I
didn't know what I was doing), it was a long time ago, blah blah. The thing is,
I did know what I was doing, and mind you, it wasn't that long ago. But the
look in their faces! I felt the need to say that I was also reading something
like Dostoyevsky (which incidentally I have never read) or Dawkins, just in
case they where thinking I was a stupid bubblehead.
And then we have the other case, when I was reading
books like 1Q84, The Interrogation or Faust.
-Why would you read that? (the appalled face was more common at school than in
later years, reading wasn't cool I guess) and apparently saying -Because I felt
like it, wasn't good enough because we go back to my sensation of being harshly
judged.
Here is the thing.
When I was reading 1Q84 I was having a very good time, with all the things
happening (good or bad) in the book. I was being fully entertained. And as it
so happens, so I was when I was reading Twilight.
Granted, the entertainment was different, just as I loved going to The Nutcracker this Christmas and then I
watched Family guy and laugh my ass
off. They are both relevant for my entertainment, they just fill different
moments of my life.
Just last year I
mentioned me liking what people call "light books" (I call them
sherbet books thank you very much) as a dirty little secret. But I mentioned it
there, I do not feel bad about reading this books. I do not go around
proclaiming I do, but I don't do that about any book either. That is call
bragging people, and no one likes that.
Anyway, this post is
mostly because reading Rebecca's post made me
think about it more consciously. It made me realize that at some point
in my life I manage to stop caring (that much) about what other thought about my reading list, and
I think we should all do the same. I will still mention the good points that a
book has, in my opinion, but I don't expect nor hope to change anyone's
opinion, just to express my own. And if you feel the same, great! And if you
still don't...maybe one day you won't need to defend your book, just say I like it because of this, but if you
don't...is ok too.
P.S: I finally made the time to post the reviews for Bossypants and Dead Reckoning if you feel like staying here a bit longer.
Have a great week
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